04.24.09 shouting at mountains

so there is this little band in silverlake, ca that i heart heart heart!
They are amazing live and they happy songs.
I really do not listen to their lyrics but they make me happy and that is all that matter to me.
Their name.... well.... Castledoor
They just released their 1st full length album 'shouting at the mountains'
http://www.myspace.com/castledoormusic
If you get a change to check them out PLEASE PLEASE go out and support them! You will not regret it! PROMISE!

04.21.09 all in a days work

well.... this is courtney and lana giving their aladdin pants a work out... this pretty much made my day

listening to iron and wine-flightless bird, american mouth

04.21.09 images of the day...inspired or not







listening to phil colins-another day in paradise

04.20.09 all day headACHE

not that anyone really cares but i have had a headache all day- since lunchtime today and til now and probably until i got sleep in about 10 minutes. I thought i was because i did not have a big lunch but i don't think it is that cuz i had a pretty big dinner about an hour ago... and ummm.... a big headache still.

today kinda was gloomy.... why... cuz it was raining all day but one cool thing about it was when i got home from work i saw thunder.... Kinda amazing and peaceful... AGAIN AGAIN!

randomess:
am looking for the jamoca almond fudge ice cream recipe from baskin robbins. or in other words... mocha almond fudge. if you find it let me know.... for some reason they don't sell it out here on the east coast!!! i am on a mission to find recipes for everything that they do not have here!

04.18.09 paper heart

**new movie alert**
I was reading an article in nylon mag about a documentary/movie titled 'paper heart'
its about a girl who has never been in love and she travels the across the states and interviews people about their thoughts on love.
Sounds really cute and cheezy! it is def on my dvd list!
http://www.slashfilm.com/2009/01/16/paper-heart-video-clips/

04.15.09 southern california thrift store list

okay.... so everyone keeps asking me where the good thrift stores are in orange county. this is not gonna be a super secret list anymore but here it is..... this is a list i just emailed to my friend irene. Good luck! and think of me when purchasing! :P

la mirada
savers
15825 Imperial Hwy
La Mirada, CA 90638
(562) 943-1182
www.savers.com

anaheim/fullerton
arc-value village
1851 W Orangethorpe Ave, Fullerton, CA‎ - (714) 578-4000

lincoln thrift
2129 W Lincoln Ave
Anaheim, CA 92801
(714) 533-8544

goodwill
122 S Euclid St, Anaheim, CA‎ - (714) 635-8035

orange
Family Thrift

303 E Grove Ave
Orange, CA 92865
(714) 974-9141

st. vincent de paul

180 S Cypress St
Orange, CA 92866
(714) 633-9190

goodwill
849 S. Tustin Avenue
Orange, CA 92866
(714) 538-0851

santa ana
goodwill- this goodwill has sells clothes by the pound also. just ask them where it is and they will tell you....it should be outside behind the store.....
410 N Fairview St
Santa Ana, CA 92703
(714) 547-6301

04.05.09 eye.see.hearts

So i have this random friend named Yoon Lee and well... she sees hearts EVERYWHERE. and for the past few months she has been sharing me phone images of all the hearts she sees. A couple of people have been urging her to create a blog to share it with the world....and FINALLY after countless months of labor, she gave birth to http://iseehearts.blogspot.com.
please check it often cuz... she seriously sees them all the freakin time.... i really do think there is some wrong with her..... she is a little off center....but i heart her......
enjoy!

listening to lily allen's new album 'its not me its you'

04.05.09 big and comfortable

big and comfortable is what comes to mind when i wear mens clothing.
above is a gingham, victorian shirt i just found ebay. it is currently going for $51. It is not bad for what it is esp for how old it is.

04.04.09 is this really what it is like to be happy?!?!?!

So today was just like any other Saturday. I went to center city and went to the bank, the salvation army store, and trader joes. then went back down to south philly to get my pd measured at the optometrist. when i got home i unloaded some stuff and had some yogurt, granola and strawberries. YUMMY! i love breakfast! then i left walked to goodwill, jo-mar and target for some work things and some zone bars. on my walk down dickenson, i saw a man on the corner of the street do the most amazing thing ever! okay here it is....
scene: corner of dickenson and 10th.
-man comes walking south on 10th to dickenson. he screams with his deep manly voice 'AHHHHHHH!!!!!'
-wife walks past him with a disgruntled look and says 'what did you do that for?'
-man stands there and says 'it was a primal yell......... a primal yell' and then he looks around to see if anyone was looking or paying any attention to him
-15 seconds later
-man yells 'AHHHHHHHH!!!!!'
end scene

okay the entire time, i was minding my own business walking on the other side of dickenson and listening to my ipod, but i can hear everything that is going on. When i heard him yell and say that it was a primal yell... i could not help but have this big ass grin on my face for about 15 minutes. It was truly a great moment here in philly for me...... I think i am finally happy?!?!?! if this is what it is supposed to feel like. :P
then walking down front street, some girl was cursing on the top of her lungs to a little girl no more then 5 years old about her not being her mom and she shouldn't have to do this. ummm.... Philly is AMAZING! and has the bestest quality of people here EVER!!!

04.02.09 vandaveer on daytrotter.com

You need to check out this band on the daytrotter website....
name: vandaveer
music: folk
I am already hearting them.... i am soo into folk music now a days it is horrible! i heart it though.
def check them out on daytrotter.com to get free music downloads from their set in the daytrotter studio. Or just check them out on their myspace page http://www.myspace.com/vandaveer.

Enjoy!

03.31.09 the dwarf

so i just finished reading 'the dwarf' by par lagerkvist.
i really can't believe i finished a book.. i am sooo proud of myself! pat on the back...
anywho... i really did enjoy this book, i loved how dark the main character was... a must read!
it was so good i had marked all the parts i liked... here are a few......
'Love is something which dies and when dead it rots and becomes soil for a new love.'
'I do not know why I say that he smiled-but it was an expression that, on another face, might have been called a smile. I wonder if, like me, he cannot smile?'
'Women always prefer the silliest and most insignificant men, because they remind them of themselves.'
'I cannot understand the love that human beings feel for each other.'
'Why are they not like me?'
'Laughter is unlovely and disfiguring.'
'They are a people without country, but the whole world is theirs.'
'People look so strangely idiotic when they are in love, and particularly when they love in vain.'

listening to great lake swimmers-lost channels on imeem.com
http://www.myspace.com/greatlakeswimmers

03.29.09 white hot chocolate mistake

so today i did my sunday ritual. church and then a white hot chocolate at B2. When the girl gave me my drink i took a sip of it and it did not taste like white hot chocolate cuz it had coffee in it. Kinda expecting to have white hot chocolate i was really delighted in the very mild coffee taste. I was just gonna leave and just enjoy the coffee but i had to ask her what it was even though she made a mistake. When i asked her what it was she looked at me in bewilderment and said it is white chocolate mocha. well obviously she apologized for making the mistake and said she will make me my hot chocolate and i said it was okay....blah blah blah... but there is expresso in it....blah blah blah....no worries... its fine. Anywho... very long story short.... i think i found my coffee drink! white chocolate mocha! YUMMY!!!!!!

other little tidbits... yesterday night i did my laundry. when i was folding my whites... i noticed that my vintage tank (made of a poly blend) was really stiff at the front top bodice.... it was really gross not knowing what the hell happened but i am assuming that in the dryer it got REALLY hot and it stiffened the top bodice... no melting of any sort just really really stiff! BOO lost a really cute tank!
and i started to sketch..... i am digging.... another hobby to keep me busy here.... yippie
the sketches are a little more asbtract then my previous sketches which are more cutesy..... what do you guys think?
(bear with me here... i forgot my purse at work...so no camera right now, just my apple camera)

03.20.09 chop me up

new hair cut for me!?!?!?!?!? dude who ever is gonna cut my hair is gonna have to thin it out!!!!
like or no way?

03.20.09 ebayspiration

another good day of finds on ebay.... inspiration for my new mocks...its all about the details

03.19.09 ebay inspiration

i am trying something new here... gonna start posting up inspiration pages up just for fun.
these are images that caught my eye and that have interesting ideas...

03.18.09 musico-bon iver

so this is what i look like from the back side.... interesting....i look dirty :(

so..... i am currently on imeem.com listening to the newest album from bon iver- for emma, forever ago. I have not bought the album yet but i am totally digging it so far..... you all should listen and give him a try. I am digging the songs below. Happy earlistening...... (cheezy i know)
-flume
-skinny love
-creature fear
-for emma
or check him out on his myspace page http://www.myspace.com/boniver

from the last post:
since only two of you devoted followers voted... i am gonna buy my glasses and shop this weekend! heheheheh.... lets see if my cheapness gets in the way.

03.17.09 what to buy.....

to today was umm... a very painful day.
too tired to write about the entire thing:
-got to work at 8:15
-answered emails
-showed boss fabrics for trans09 at 10
-had a fitting at 10:30
-showed boss courtney and i's mocks for our msr (monthly silhouette review) for retail store
-she showed us her shopping buys
-had to sketch about 15 bodies by 4pm
-worked on a new mock for tomorrow's meeting-adding raglan seams onto a body, adding zippers to front raglans, slimming hem to a more fitted body
-left work at 9pm

okay.... i have the urge to buy something for myself.... cuz i am a selfish bastard like that.
okay.... so i can either buy new eyeglass frames... from a store in NYC they are about $200
they are round... and a dark tortoise.... something these... but way cooler
image from ebay

or it is gonna be a shopping spree when i go up to nyc this weekend?!?!?!?!?

what should i do?

03.15.09 fall09 favs

Kenzo fall2009 images from style.com

Dries van Noten fall2009 images from style.com
i am loving the color palette from him.

03.12.09 uno and arm wrestling

so we just got a letter from the president of the company saying that no one is going to get raises this year. BUT we can still conduct reviews...informally if you want to. after reading the letter i felt just terrible for everyone, i mean i have only been there 3 1/2 months but the other girls that have been there for more then a year and have not seen a raise yet and were probably promised one come reviews..... I know we are in a recession but at the same time there are tons of girls in the office that were counting on the raises to help pay for bills. It just sucks all around, the company wants to conserve the money it already has. but hey at the end of the day we all have jobs. just be thankful but at the same time we all have to look our for ourselves.

well tidbits about today.... work is obviously boring. Running around getting approvals, in meetings and fittings and trying to mock in between. I tried to mock today but there were no forms available to use cuz everyone in the office is trying to make mocks for the monthly meeting next Wednesday. But Courtney and I have this meeting and our trans body meeting to mock for. It is kinda stressful and tiring..... weekend plans..... umm... mocking! Fingers crossed for uber cute knock-offs. What i was working on today was an asymmetrical top with chainmail trim.... kinda cheezy you might think.. but not so bad.... if it doesn't get picked up..i am def posting a photo up..... cuz i had to break out my pattern making skills for this one (ie no form to work with and drape with) the top portion came out the way i wanted but the bottom came in too narrow.. but i think it was really cute on. I am also working on knocking off a cropped knit top from Contempo Casuals (can you all please give this amazing chain a shout out please! AMAZING SHIT!) also will be posting a photo if it is not picked up either.
Anywho enough about work.... the girls at work decided to make some dinner at Alyssa's place, kinda of a potluck.... veggie pasta, salad, guacamole, chips, hummus, broccoli, cheese, wine spritzers, uno and arm wrestling.... Uno game.... Stephanie one the 1st round and i won the next..... Arm wrestling... Stephanie beat all the girls even with her left arm. :(

listening to http://www.myspace.com/localnatives formally Cavil at Rest and from Orange, CA not Silverlake

03.10.09 groomed to fail?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

these are just my thoughts.... and how i feel right now...

i feel like i am failing at work. its kinda sad that i feel this way.......i don't want to feel this way but i can't help it....i am doing everything to the best of my ability but it seems like it is not working out for me so far. i am not gonna make excuses or blame people cuz as a designer i just need to adapt .... for the 1st time in my working career....i feel like i am gonna fail here.... not a good feeling to have at all... esp with only 5 years under my belt.
i know it will be all fine. I know i am a good designer. i know they have different ways of doing things. I know i know i know.

listening to kelly clarkson's new album.... NOPE!